December 2010
24 posts
My inability to fall asleep is a little...
What I don't understand is how a person can tell
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I think I think too much.
I have no logical reason to be unhappy.
So I have to ask myself - why am I sad? Why do I feel like not getting out of bed today? Why do I feel so down, so low? Truth is, I can’t answer any of these questions. I don’t know why I’m sad. I just am. That’s the only answer I have. After hours of thought, I can’t come up with a better answer. I’m just sad.
So when...
Watching Pride and Prejudice is the best way to...
“Let yourself be silently drawn
by the strange pull of what you really love.
It...”
– Rumi; “Let Yourself be Silently Drawn” (via slychedelic, d-brown) (via infectcefni)
I learned to live half a life
Someone recently asked me what actually makes me happy. And I had to stop and think about it. I spend most of my time just getting by, not ever really knowing what my emotions are half of the time. So lately I’ve tried identifying my emotions and knowing why I’m feeling like that. When I’ve been happy lately, it’s been because of:
God - I found a love like no other when I...
“So you attempt to hide your loneliness in public, to behave, in fact, as though...”
– David Murosek (via hiboombox)
I want that chance. That chance to show you that i...
sparklynailpaint:
Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to speak softer, just to see who’s actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, to see who’s still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, to see who’s there when everything falls apart. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see...
screamforbetterthings:
You are my sweetest downfall, I loved you first, I loved you first. Beneath the stars came fallin’ on our heads, but they’re just old light, they’re just old light. Your hair was long when we first met.
We're changing just like the seasons
Day 6 - Favorite Season
Hm. I like each season for a different reason.
Winter - I hate the cold, but love the snow and Christmas.
Fall - The colors are glorious
Spring - My most favorite because it’s pretty :)
Summer - No school, and it’s hot hot hot.
In a black and white world
Day 5 - favorite colors
Teal, green, purple.
Amigas
Day 4 - Close friends
Allie: 15 years. That’s crazy. I miss you so much, but I’m glad we got to spend a lot of time together before I left. You still get me better than anyone for the most part, and I would be terribly lost without you. You’re my best friend, forever and always <3 And you cannot be replaced. We have so much fun together, and I cannot wait until Christmas. :)
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Dark and twisty
Day 3 - I am completely in love with Grey’s Anatomy. I realize it’s gotten worse over the seasons, but it’s still my favorite show. I own every season. It makes me happy.
Favorite Quote - “You didn’t love her! You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you...
Self-expression
Piercings - tragus <3, RIP monroe :(
Tats - I have one tattoo on the inside of my right ankle. It’s of a swallow, surrounded by the words “ella vuela con sus propias alas.” That is Spanish for “she flies with her own wings,” which is generally seen as the Latin phrase Alis Volat Propriis. I designed it, and it actually has significance. I refuse to get a tattoo...
Star of the sea
Day 1-
Middle name = Marie. The most common middle name ever. It pretty much goes with anything. It’s okay in my book, though I wish it were more unique. That’s how I feel about my whole name though. I just wish it were a little original, ya know?
